fighting the blues

Somehow everything seems to be going wrong...

It has been a long wait and i do not know how much more to wait before i can call it a day... it is easier said than done... " never say quit"...

Soemhow it is more difficult when you have nothing else to do and have too much of time in between..

Everyone seems to ridicule you... you own folks seem to take you for granted... anger is seething within you... but you cannot take it out lest should you be misunderstood...

There is that feeling called the gut feeling which says ... give up on this one... this is not gonna happen...